pictures of the 8 shots night

it was the icecram party that turned into us drinking coffee and eating just a little it of icecream

yes she really is licking me(it was gross)

hope you enjoyed it!!

Expresso + 8 shots = yummy/real hyper

so friday night i hung out with natlaee and chloe! it was oneof the best nights i have had in a while. here goes the story....

i get to nats house and i was really tired and mello and nat and chloe were too. we were supposted to have a icecream party with jello and mashed potatos because nat got her wisom teeth pulled. and she couldnt eat so we came up with this "party". but sence we were too tired we just sat there, so i dicided that we needed coffee so we were going to go to our fav place eva... beaners. we get there and we look at eachother and chloe was like what should we get, an i said teddy bear big chill (thats our usual) with 6 shots.. chloe was like lets go for the gold and get 8 SHOTS!!! so as you can imagen we did it. i dont recoment it if your by yourself. we get back to nats house and are all hyper by now an start a dance party. nats family starts coming home and when they see us there faces were just priceless and then when we told them about the 8 shots they were in shock! it was a great night. we danced took a MILLION pictures (they will be on facebook soon) ate just a little icecream, never touched the jello( but nat did forget abotu the boiling water and boiled it gone) never even came close to mashed potaos, and nat whached one movie. me and chloe fell asleep during it. yes we did fall asleep.

that was our night. ill put pics on facebook and maybe on here!

=D

Its ALmost over.

My nice easy long brack from school is almost over. its coming to an end and i feel like i did absolutly nothing. probaly bc i didnt do anything. me and my friends has sweet plans made btu then we never did any of them. oh well. back to school monday. =(

taking life one step at a time...

there are some things that i will never understand... (actualy theres probaly alot) but the main one is... if god wants us to be happy and have good lives then why dose he put us through situations that arnt good... or why bad/ sad things happen to us...

i'v just always wonder that. and i know that if i were to ask someone whose a Christan i would get alot of different ancwers but i think the main one would be its the devil trying to mess with you and mess things up... welli for one would like to know how to stop it. theres just some things in my life that i would like to know why they are/have happend to me. its just somthing im always trying to figure out but i know ill never know. just wish i could figure it out. as said in a boy meets world "lifes tough, get a helmet" but somtimes wareing a helmet wont help you from getting hurt... when do you do then??

the unanswerable questions... i just wish i could ancwer them not just for me but for those who have the same questions... the people who try to figure them out too...

all i know is that those questions are unanswered and only god can fix them for us. so my advice to you and me is to stop over thinking it all and take life one step at a time. some good will come out of it... and for the things that your struggling with jut pray and he will ancwer...

its hard for me to take my own advice so its probaly hard for someone who dosnt even know me to take it... i just hope it helps...

John 3:17
For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but in order that the world might be saved through him.

My Life

So i have this class called creative writing. its a sweet class my teacher is sweet (some of you know him) and its just fun so far. well the first thing we've done is created a CD of our lives. this is how its made...
1. you pick 9-12 big milestones in your life.
i chose birth(it was required), meeting janae, janae moving, will going to collage slash kinda our relationship, my car acident last year, my faith, graduating, being out on my own (he also wanted ones for the future, my wedding song, and my death...
2. you picked songs to go with it my songs were int he same order of the milestones...
you are the sunshine of my life by stevie wonder, best friend- s club 7, goodbye-spice girls, you'll be in my heart-nsync, jesus take the wheel-carrie underwood, someones whaching over me-hillary duff, graduation song- vitamin c, a place in this world-taylor swift, for all time-soluna, and circle of life-lion king
3. you have to make the CD booklet and cover...

now we had a week and a half to do this and i missed alot of work days because i was sick. i dicided that Mr. cunningham(my teacher) is the sweetest person ever because 1st he extends the due date for just me... then whenmy printer wasnt working i explained to him everything before class started (liike i went to early to school to talk to him) and he said well if your name gets called to day to present then present your CD and your explinations. i had it all dont just had to print it all off. hes so nice so i presented my CD but no one got to look at it. it went great. it was good. and i dicided that if god wasnt looking over my solder through this all i wouldnt of ever made it. thats the story of my life.....

NEW!!

new scedual. i love it.

fun with friends less stress. turkey day tomorow. wills home. i got a new phone. i'v got sweet plans for next friday. im getting ducktaped to the wall. im going TPing. i have a date to the winter dance... lifes going very well as of right now. hope it stays that way for a while. let me destress....

ill upload pics of me taped all over and when im ducktaed to the wall i will have someone take pics. cuz i will be stuck and wont be able to. im happy!!!

i thought it would be good to put up the happy part of mylife for once!! its good. gods working in my life!

loosing....?

So there this girl named chloe who has a best friend who she thinks shes been loosing. iv been helping her through this time but in the mist of it all iv relized that i feel like iv been loosing one of my good friends too. its wired, when your in elementary school you hear teacher talk about how your going to loose your close friends but i never thought about it. for the most part iv kept all my good friends and have gained new ones too. but one friend that i gained i feel like im loosing because she has made knew friends who i dont think are good influences on her. and on top of all that she dosnt like 2 of my new friends because im with them all the time. but sence shes always bussy its hard to hang out with her.... i been thinking about it alot latly and i dont know what to do. we have just been drifting apart and im not really likeing it because i know she still needs me alot(i know that sounds like i think highly of myself but its not like that) i still know more about her than she dose her own self. and i feel bad because she also still relies on me. hmm i just dont know.....

i thought a post like that would be better than a me stressing out post like the past hundred million have been.

**pray for me and my friend and pray that i dont go too crazy stressing over things. and just pray and thank god for everything hes done. hes amazing and i dont think people thank him enough!