crazyness

so in short....
my life=school ALL the time.

once a week i get club. but basicly just school. im there from at least 7:00AM to 4:30PM. its insane. and unhealthy. yup yup.

young life whoop whoop

so this week was the first young life. it was AMAZING!! there were SO many people there! and i took this guy named Daniel who lives down the road from me. hes home schooled and new to the town.

so i dont know if you know how a young life club dose but the first one is always the crazyest because so many people go. which is great. but very over whelming if you have never gone and dont know anyone there. so the whole time i was like i hope hes ok!! well we were on our way home and he was asking me all these questions (hes a christen so he knows about god) about young life. it was sweet. and he said he may want to go next week! which i am just so happy that people want to go to young life!! even thow it was very awkward being in the car with him on the way there and back (it was like the 3rd maybe time i had talked to him ever) it had a good result!

** god works in mysterious wonderous ways... dont look too hard or you will miss it.

Campainers =)

so campainers is a bible study before school. at first i was mad that it was SO early that i just dident want to go. but i got modivation because i had to pick people up. but after the campainers we had this week i wont be needing modivation anymore. it was so good. we talked about 9/11(it was on that day). we talked about how it was just SO amazing how when everyone was running out the firefighters were going in. it was based off stuggles. all i can really explain is that it was amazing and it has showed me why i need campainers! oh and jesus of corce!

Is it really mason high school anymore?

so today was my last first day of high school. sence we changed to trimesters i knew that somthings were going to be different. wow was today the crazyest first day for me. not only was it because i was the oldest in the school but because it seemed like EVERYTHING changed! i was on my way to class knowing i have at least a min to go when a bell gose off!! i was like CRAP im going to a class where the tacher knows me i cant be late. (so you would think i would speedwalk/run to class nope i didnt.) so i get up to my tacher and i asked him what it was all about. he said its a warning bell. what the heack. its crazy! so i go through my first two classes and the at like 10:30 IN THE MORNING i go to lunch!! because we only have 5 classes and there longer than normal lunch starts earlyer and i have 1st lunch. its SO early. but i guess thats the least of my problems. so them i go to 3rd hour and then i get to 4th hour! they put me in journalism 2 and i havent even taken journalism 1. so i sit there the whole hour and feel like a fool (no one but a friend i was sitting by knew). after i go to he councling(they just love me now) and talk to them about it all. we change it and now my scedual consists of Math, Math, Chem, Civics, and a study hour.

the point of all this is it just dosent seem like mason anymore. i miss the old days. its crazy now but what ever. im out in less than a year. (sorry you had to go though ALL that just for me to get to the point)

sinor with a hard scedual??

im not sure if you guys know how high school works but for the most part if your a sinor you get an eassy scedual because every sinor likes to slack off that year. well thats not what happened for me. my scedual consist of me taking 2 math classes chem and some english a child syc class. my only fun class that i have is drawing 2. im a sinor thats not how its suppost to be! im quite upste. but i cant be mad at anyone but myself because you get to choose your scedual. it sucks! but i guess i will live. in the words of my older brother "your just going to have to work your butt off this year". im basicly going to have to relie on god to help me through this year. got alot on my plate and im just going to have to have faith in god. wish me luck!!

FISH!!

so its a whole story so bear with me....

So my grandama takes all of us to the liviona spree every year. (its just like a fair but they call it a spree.) and every year as much as my mom HATES this game we try to win a fish at the fish game. so normaly we just wast a ton of money trying to win a fish but this year we won A TON of them. (So like all my cusions go and they play too so thats what i mean by we won a ton of them) so we have this inch long fair gold fish that (normaly) will die fast. turns out its a trooper. its still alive after at least a month of my little brother(ben) taking care of it. he barley feeds it and its tank was discusting!! (theres no filter) so my grandma found this 30 gallon fish tank for us to have. we took it home and cleaned it out. bought good water for it and everything. now i must remind you that this fish is only like an inch long. So me and my older brother(will) got a bright idea of convincing ben to buy more fish so it was more fun and got more use. all three of us went to the store to get like one or 2 fish for ben to buy.... we came back with 6 fish. ben bough 3 i bought 2 and will bought 1. we took them home to show our parents!! the next day my mom gose to the pet store (not meijer where we went) to get fish food. turns out that we got fish that will attack each when they get big. and the gold fish send off infections to the other fish who wont be attackign any one and will die. which means the little inch long gold fish will be the only one to live.... so now we dont know what to do. will took his fish out so it would live. one fish already died.....

thats my story pics below, our cat likes the fish as you will see.....

catching up

so today i got to hang out with 2 of my best frends. one who i havent seen in over a month and one who i jusst love to death and has been with me through thick and thin. we went to church and i havent been in like forever. it was really really good to go and just listen to a speacker. i'v missed young life. but anyways....

i spent over three hours just chilling with cora and jess and talking to them. catching up on what we all missed and just having fun.

we got to talking and cora brings up the wedding and asks me if i thought it was a sighn from god saying that that was the wrong choice and i should of done work crew. i told her no. then i went on to explin....... i said i dotn think of it as a wrong choice but i think of it as a chance for me to grow with god and relie on him more. everytime i had to make a decition i grew stronger in christ and in life. i became more mature with my decitions. one of my decitions was based on money and finacal things. and to shorten it my parents were willing to give me money that they dident have just so i could go to the wedding. but it was my deciton to say no and have them keep their money. in this decition i grew to trust god that that was the right thing to do and i took it as not many teen girls would stop and say NO i am not taking the money.

so i sat there at beaners and tryed my hardest to explain to them that even thow i dident go to WC i still grew alot this year just in making decitons. So no in case people were wondering i dont look at this as a way of god saying i made the wrong deciton i see it as a way of him testing me and my faith this summer in ways that i needed but just dident know......

its hard for me to think o of how mudh i gave up this summer to go to the wedding and then not go to the wedding. but like i said i am trying to trust in god. wish me luck and please pray.....

Jeremiah 29:11
For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future"