Crazy days...

well i finaly got a blog! Yay! well i just like getting blogs so i can just have somthing to write in everyday. its easie for me to have a blog rather than a journal because i always seem to loose my journals, and i cant really loose this cant I?

Do you ever feel like you are SO mixed up in things that you dont know what to do and how to make you life back to normal? well thats how i have been feeling. There have been some bad things happening in my life latly and i always think to myself "why are you doing this to me god why?" and then well i just get upset about getting upset with god and you can see how that keeps going on. well thats just how i have been feeling latly and i cant seem to get out of this rout! everyone that i talk to about it sy it will take time and things but i just feel like it needs to go faster. i dont know thats just how i feel. i also haventn been spending too much time with my family and when my brother comes home from collge i never see him because i am never home and that kinda makes me sad, in a way. i dont know its just been this crazy rout i have been in.

-Alison