I dont have to much to say, yeah i know what your thinking.. "you haven't had anything happen to you in a month?" well actually no. nothing exciting. buttttt......

i have been finding god in a lot more in everything that i have been doing. like school and babysitting/ dog sitting. i have also been finding that listening to 88.1, smile FM, has helped a lot. just listening to music that people have written though there journeys with god and rejoicing him where ever im driving to is great. and when they have storys on about people is just so great to listen too.

so when i feel down, or am missing my friends a lot (like lately) i try to listen to christen music or read my bible and it always helps a lot!

Jesus loves you :)

Locked out...

Oh boy is it story time!!

Tonight was homecoming and i was supper bummed i couldn't go because had to babysit. i was mainly bummed because all my friends were going to have a fun sweet night while i sat around and babysat. Well my night was much more eventful than i intended it to be...

the kids finally went to bed and so i poped in some gilmore girls and started some homework. there dog (zena) needed to go out. so i guess what your suppost to do is watch her to make sure she dosnt wonder off, which is what i did. but heres the kicker, i also shut the door and locked myself out. this has always been my biggest fear while babysitting.

As i'm sitting out side, the rain AND snow coming down on me. no shoes and just a T-shirt and thin sweats i start to panic. i'm cold and tired and i just dont know what to do because the kids are sound asleep and if i wake them ill scare them. so i thought about it and sat on the cold step some more when i relized that their neighbors lights were still on. so i got up the courage to go over and knock on there door, at like 10:00 10:30 at night.

Finally the guy opens the door a crack and goes "can i help you" and in this panic voice i go "hi im babysitting for the st. peirs next door and was letting zena out and accidentally locked myself out" and he was like oh " we have a key just for when they lock themselves out come in you look cold" so i waited to get the key, and they gave me a coat because i was shacking so much.

so i got into the house and finally settled myself down and then the parents came home...

i told them the whole story and all they did was laugh. and they were like oh its no big deal and just laughed.

so it was a crazy night for me. even just babysitting.

New addition

Our new addition to our house (Kara) has moved in. I'm excited to have her around. its going to be really good for my family and for her. it will be nice to have another girl around instead of my stinky brothers. I'm excited!! its going to be fun.

this was short and sweet. thought i would update you on the move ins. that's all.

have a great day or night. and remember your all very special!!

: )

My Life = crazzzzzzzy!

So college life is INSANE!! homework all the time class and more homework. its crazy! but its this crazy thing that i love. Wired, because i never thought i would like it. even going into it all i thought i really don't think I'm going to like this at all. i want my old life back (this came from my fear of change) with a normal schedule and everything. even the first few weeks i was like this is pointless, i don't know what i want to do with my life so why am i hear. well let me tell ya, all that has changed. i enjoy my classes. there fun, the people are interesting to talk to and its just a good different that i like. its insane but i really like it.

on top of school I'm dog sitting everyday and babysitting almost every weekend. this is crazy, manly just because I'm more like a visitor to my house more so than living there. but i love the money!! : P

Other crazy things have been happening to my family that cause HUGE change. Were going to be having someone live with us. But sense someone is living with us we were forced to box up wills (my older brother) whole room. my mom got real sad and so did my dad. but there excited to have someone fill the room. this is just a huge change for the family but a good change.

really that's all i want to write but so much more is going on. ill try and keep this updated more often for now on.

God bless all of you! he works in wondrous ways!!

"Lifes a climb, but the views great"

"Life's a climb, but the views great"

I'm trying to relate life to this. i got this quote from the Hannah Montana movie. at the very end when she sing "climb"

i thought about it last night and dicided that when ever im feeling like life sucks that i should think about it this way... it may be hard now but in the end it will be great. once you get past all the tough stuff it will be a "great view". it will all turn out the way its suppst to be.

:)

What is life?

SO i changed my topic from what is succsess to what is life?

I never knew how hard it is to really define the word life. if you think about it too much you can come up with anything. i've asked people and they go well i dont know ill think about it and get back to you.

so what is life? the internet defines it as a living thing. but thats not what life is. life is much more. there are so many parts of life.

to me life is.. being happy. knowing what you did today was succsesful and full of somthing instead of dead. but theres so much more to it that i just cant think if.

So i ask you what is life? what dose it mean to you? its a hard question but i think and know you can do it. take time to ask yourself what life means to you and then try to live your life that way.

<--- a google picture of abstract life

Porter= my best friend??

<--- Me and my new best friend, Porter

So sense everyone is gone and i have nothing to do on my free time and no one to hang out with i had to make new friends. this is me with my new best friend. his name is porter and we get along GREAT!! now i know you are going to say "wow isn't he a dog?" the answer is no. hes just in a disguise. good disguise huh? we got it one day when we went shopping. so this is my new best friend. All my other friends aren't ever home bc they decided to go off to college, how dare them i know!!

You may wonder how we met. well we met in our yoga class. yeah we started to talk (before class) and hit it off so now we hang out ALL the time!! it was true friends ship at first sight.

yupp i know you all are jealous i would be too!!

haha : )