Judgeing...

Went to river view today. noel started a new series called "Like Jesus" it is all about how we need to be like jesus (hence the name) more and follow him instead of what we think.

last week it was summit like jesus and this week it was judge like jesus.

he talked about how there are two kinds of judging. there is heavy and light. heavy is your very blunt about judging someone and let them know. the other is light, and thats when you tend to keep on judging to yourself and when you do try and be blunt about it no one knows your judging because your not blunt about your judging.

so he continued on about all of it and it made me think about how much i do judge people and that i should probably not do it as much.

i dont know if this made sense at all but thats what was on my mind today.

Peace and Love :)

One word

I was watching "one tree hill" yesterday night and one of the episodes they were in class (season one btw) and the teacher asks them to "describe in one word what you want most in your life right now. so it got me thinking, whats that ONE word that describes what i want most in my life RIGHT now....

i couldn't figure it out. a lot of words came to mind, such as:
Out, trust, answers, strength, security..

while I'm thinking of these words i come up with sentences, and the biggest sentence that i cannot out into ONE word would be... I want to know what happens next. i also think to myself, i want to know where i belong in the future so i can plan out my life...

Next i think about all of these words, and sentences and i know i cant control them, as much as i want to i cant. So what do you you do, put it in gods hands. this i hard but you wont get to where your suppose to be unless you out it all in his hands.

that is what i learned from one tree hill. well i filled in between the lines.

:)

I dont have to much to say, yeah i know what your thinking.. "you haven't had anything happen to you in a month?" well actually no. nothing exciting. buttttt......

i have been finding god in a lot more in everything that i have been doing. like school and babysitting/ dog sitting. i have also been finding that listening to 88.1, smile FM, has helped a lot. just listening to music that people have written though there journeys with god and rejoicing him where ever im driving to is great. and when they have storys on about people is just so great to listen too.

so when i feel down, or am missing my friends a lot (like lately) i try to listen to christen music or read my bible and it always helps a lot!

Jesus loves you :)

Locked out...

Oh boy is it story time!!

Tonight was homecoming and i was supper bummed i couldn't go because had to babysit. i was mainly bummed because all my friends were going to have a fun sweet night while i sat around and babysat. Well my night was much more eventful than i intended it to be...

the kids finally went to bed and so i poped in some gilmore girls and started some homework. there dog (zena) needed to go out. so i guess what your suppost to do is watch her to make sure she dosnt wonder off, which is what i did. but heres the kicker, i also shut the door and locked myself out. this has always been my biggest fear while babysitting.

As i'm sitting out side, the rain AND snow coming down on me. no shoes and just a T-shirt and thin sweats i start to panic. i'm cold and tired and i just dont know what to do because the kids are sound asleep and if i wake them ill scare them. so i thought about it and sat on the cold step some more when i relized that their neighbors lights were still on. so i got up the courage to go over and knock on there door, at like 10:00 10:30 at night.

Finally the guy opens the door a crack and goes "can i help you" and in this panic voice i go "hi im babysitting for the st. peirs next door and was letting zena out and accidentally locked myself out" and he was like oh " we have a key just for when they lock themselves out come in you look cold" so i waited to get the key, and they gave me a coat because i was shacking so much.

so i got into the house and finally settled myself down and then the parents came home...

i told them the whole story and all they did was laugh. and they were like oh its no big deal and just laughed.

so it was a crazy night for me. even just babysitting.

New addition

Our new addition to our house (Kara) has moved in. I'm excited to have her around. its going to be really good for my family and for her. it will be nice to have another girl around instead of my stinky brothers. I'm excited!! its going to be fun.

this was short and sweet. thought i would update you on the move ins. that's all.

have a great day or night. and remember your all very special!!

: )

My Life = crazzzzzzzy!

So college life is INSANE!! homework all the time class and more homework. its crazy! but its this crazy thing that i love. Wired, because i never thought i would like it. even going into it all i thought i really don't think I'm going to like this at all. i want my old life back (this came from my fear of change) with a normal schedule and everything. even the first few weeks i was like this is pointless, i don't know what i want to do with my life so why am i hear. well let me tell ya, all that has changed. i enjoy my classes. there fun, the people are interesting to talk to and its just a good different that i like. its insane but i really like it.

on top of school I'm dog sitting everyday and babysitting almost every weekend. this is crazy, manly just because I'm more like a visitor to my house more so than living there. but i love the money!! : P

Other crazy things have been happening to my family that cause HUGE change. Were going to be having someone live with us. But sense someone is living with us we were forced to box up wills (my older brother) whole room. my mom got real sad and so did my dad. but there excited to have someone fill the room. this is just a huge change for the family but a good change.

really that's all i want to write but so much more is going on. ill try and keep this updated more often for now on.

God bless all of you! he works in wondrous ways!!

"Lifes a climb, but the views great"

"Life's a climb, but the views great"

I'm trying to relate life to this. i got this quote from the Hannah Montana movie. at the very end when she sing "climb"

i thought about it last night and dicided that when ever im feeling like life sucks that i should think about it this way... it may be hard now but in the end it will be great. once you get past all the tough stuff it will be a "great view". it will all turn out the way its suppst to be.

:)