BIRTHDAY....

yesterday was my birthday! it was a good quiet evening. my dad came home early, my friend jess came over and we all ate as a family! it was yummy dinner!! i had fun. aand when i got on the computer i had like 48 comments on facebook of happy birthday wishes!! i felt loved!! it was a good day!

ill put picture up later. there fun!!

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CRAZY life

So Sorry i havnt been writing lately i'v been cray bussy! job hunting, school, life in general. its been crazy. but of well so i dont have much to say...

umm lately its been a struggle to see god working in my life. somtimes i wish i had subtitle to my life so i knew when it was happening why it was happending and what hes trying to tell me. it would help life out alot! but i guess if we had subtitles then it wouldnt be a real life, you would always know what to do and you wouldnt have anything to work for. but just sometimes i wish it. or like u can turn them on and off like when you watch a movie. but who would turn them off. not me. so i guess god knows what hes doing...actuly i know he knows what hes doing. its just a struggle to see what he wants me to and what his plan is for me.

But what makes me think the most is am i messing up the plan or right where he wants me to. i mean i am human and were ment to sin so dose that mean we mess up the plan? i dont know. but thats somthing to think about.. i know i do all the time.. tell me what you think... i would like to hear it...

ps. My Birthday is on thursday and im excited!! =]]]

never noticed...

so people always said that Senior year was a crazy year for everyone.. but i never really believed any of them. and lately i have been noticing how stressful it is and how crazy your schedule is. i have been just go go go. i haven't really st oped to relax in weeks. my weekends have turned into getting stuff done and not me just hanging out and relaxing. i decided it sucks. and now i have to go find a job because I'm completely broke! and in order to have money while im going to collage and in order to maybe just maybe get away with not working i need a job now. so if your in my area and have a job for me i would be more than willing to take it! i can do basically anything im asked. just putting that out there.

ok well now that im done putting my "resume" online.... haha but yeah so thats been life. crazy senior year. and if your not a senior and dont believe me (much like i didnt believe anyone when they told me) you"ll just have to find out fr yourself.... but its crazy!!