One step forward, Two steps back.

Do you ever feel like every time you figure something important out you take a step forward, but then some thing, big or small, makes you take two steps back? I bet we all do some times.

I bring this up because i have finally figured out what i want to do, but had forgotten (kind of on purpose) all the diffrent things that go with it. which took me back two steps because i am now trying to figure out what kind of social worker i want to become, and then figure out everything i need to do with that (class wise).

Also as i sit her in mason for the summer, i hang out with my friends and listen to them talk about their first year experiences at school and how they might not come home for next summer, and all this stuff. i was thinking of im making progress with my life and everything, but i relize i am still living at home in my room, going to a community college. Which is not a bad thing i just feel like as everyone is taking steps forward im going backwards.

So i dont know, maybe this is what was planed for me, and maybe not. All i know is i dont really feel like this is where i am suppost to be right now.

One step forward, Two steps back.