sinor with a hard scedual??

im not sure if you guys know how high school works but for the most part if your a sinor you get an eassy scedual because every sinor likes to slack off that year. well thats not what happened for me. my scedual consist of me taking 2 math classes chem and some english a child syc class. my only fun class that i have is drawing 2. im a sinor thats not how its suppost to be! im quite upste. but i cant be mad at anyone but myself because you get to choose your scedual. it sucks! but i guess i will live. in the words of my older brother "your just going to have to work your butt off this year". im basicly going to have to relie on god to help me through this year. got alot on my plate and im just going to have to have faith in god. wish me luck!!

FISH!!

so its a whole story so bear with me....

So my grandama takes all of us to the liviona spree every year. (its just like a fair but they call it a spree.) and every year as much as my mom HATES this game we try to win a fish at the fish game. so normaly we just wast a ton of money trying to win a fish but this year we won A TON of them. (So like all my cusions go and they play too so thats what i mean by we won a ton of them) so we have this inch long fair gold fish that (normaly) will die fast. turns out its a trooper. its still alive after at least a month of my little brother(ben) taking care of it. he barley feeds it and its tank was discusting!! (theres no filter) so my grandma found this 30 gallon fish tank for us to have. we took it home and cleaned it out. bought good water for it and everything. now i must remind you that this fish is only like an inch long. So me and my older brother(will) got a bright idea of convincing ben to buy more fish so it was more fun and got more use. all three of us went to the store to get like one or 2 fish for ben to buy.... we came back with 6 fish. ben bough 3 i bought 2 and will bought 1. we took them home to show our parents!! the next day my mom gose to the pet store (not meijer where we went) to get fish food. turns out that we got fish that will attack each when they get big. and the gold fish send off infections to the other fish who wont be attackign any one and will die. which means the little inch long gold fish will be the only one to live.... so now we dont know what to do. will took his fish out so it would live. one fish already died.....

thats my story pics below, our cat likes the fish as you will see.....

catching up

so today i got to hang out with 2 of my best frends. one who i havent seen in over a month and one who i jusst love to death and has been with me through thick and thin. we went to church and i havent been in like forever. it was really really good to go and just listen to a speacker. i'v missed young life. but anyways....

i spent over three hours just chilling with cora and jess and talking to them. catching up on what we all missed and just having fun.

we got to talking and cora brings up the wedding and asks me if i thought it was a sighn from god saying that that was the wrong choice and i should of done work crew. i told her no. then i went on to explin....... i said i dotn think of it as a wrong choice but i think of it as a chance for me to grow with god and relie on him more. everytime i had to make a decition i grew stronger in christ and in life. i became more mature with my decitions. one of my decitions was based on money and finacal things. and to shorten it my parents were willing to give me money that they dident have just so i could go to the wedding. but it was my deciton to say no and have them keep their money. in this decition i grew to trust god that that was the right thing to do and i took it as not many teen girls would stop and say NO i am not taking the money.

so i sat there at beaners and tryed my hardest to explain to them that even thow i dident go to WC i still grew alot this year just in making decitons. So no in case people were wondering i dont look at this as a way of god saying i made the wrong deciton i see it as a way of him testing me and my faith this summer in ways that i needed but just dident know......

its hard for me to think o of how mudh i gave up this summer to go to the wedding and then not go to the wedding. but like i said i am trying to trust in god. wish me luck and please pray.....

Jeremiah 29:11
For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future"