slowing down...?

A lot has happened this week even tho its only Wednesday.... well not alot but some...

On Monday we had this banquette for young life. the kids served food then when they were done eating some kids gave there testimonys. i was one of them. Normaly i dont freek out abotu giving mine but this year i did. it was manly because as much as i try not too iv doughted god more than i should have this past year. just with everything thats been going on and the things that have happended its hard not to dought him. but iv been trying REALLY hard to see the good that hes done. but sence all that has happended i felt scattered and wasnt prepared to give it. it could have gone a bit better if you ask me. but then i stayed ad helped clean and didnt get home till 10:30 and still had homework.... YIKES!!

iv been sick for the week i would have to say. iv had a really bad head ach sore throt and just been supper tired. it wasnt till monday that i finaly relized why i got sick. iv been doing too much with no sleep. if you ask me its not a good idea. so this week in trying to slow down and relax. starting with today im not at school because im sleeping all day. iv also been really dizzy and cant figure out why. probaly because im sick.

i was talking to a friend and told him how iv been tired and how i need to learn to say no to people. but i just always feel bad when i do. like after the banquette i didnt have to stay that long to clean. but i couldnt say no. so thats when im working on this week. getting sleep back and not taking more than i can chew...