Wednesday, November 5, 2008

loosing....?

So there this girl named chloe who has a best friend who she thinks shes been loosing. iv been helping her through this time but in the mist of it all iv relized that i feel like iv been loosing one of my good friends too. its wired, when your in elementary school you hear teacher talk about how your going to loose your close friends but i never thought about it. for the most part iv kept all my good friends and have gained new ones too. but one friend that i gained i feel like im loosing because she has made knew friends who i dont think are good influences on her. and on top of all that she dosnt like 2 of my new friends because im with them all the time. but sence shes always bussy its hard to hang out with her.... i been thinking about it alot latly and i dont know what to do. we have just been drifting apart and im not really likeing it because i know she still needs me alot(i know that sounds like i think highly of myself but its not like that) i still know more about her than she dose her own self. and i feel bad because she also still relies on me. hmm i just dont know.....

i thought a post like that would be better than a me stressing out post like the past hundred million have been.

**pray for me and my friend and pray that i dont go too crazy stressing over things. and just pray and thank god for everything hes done. hes amazing and i dont think people thank him enough!

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