taking life one step at a time...

there are some things that i will never understand... (actualy theres probaly alot) but the main one is... if god wants us to be happy and have good lives then why dose he put us through situations that arnt good... or why bad/ sad things happen to us...

i'v just always wonder that. and i know that if i were to ask someone whose a Christan i would get alot of different ancwers but i think the main one would be its the devil trying to mess with you and mess things up... welli for one would like to know how to stop it. theres just some things in my life that i would like to know why they are/have happend to me. its just somthing im always trying to figure out but i know ill never know. just wish i could figure it out. as said in a boy meets world "lifes tough, get a helmet" but somtimes wareing a helmet wont help you from getting hurt... when do you do then??

the unanswerable questions... i just wish i could ancwer them not just for me but for those who have the same questions... the people who try to figure them out too...

all i know is that those questions are unanswered and only god can fix them for us. so my advice to you and me is to stop over thinking it all and take life one step at a time. some good will come out of it... and for the things that your struggling with jut pray and he will ancwer...

its hard for me to take my own advice so its probaly hard for someone who dosnt even know me to take it... i just hope it helps...

John 3:17
For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but in order that the world might be saved through him.

My Life

So i have this class called creative writing. its a sweet class my teacher is sweet (some of you know him) and its just fun so far. well the first thing we've done is created a CD of our lives. this is how its made...
1. you pick 9-12 big milestones in your life.
i chose birth(it was required), meeting janae, janae moving, will going to collage slash kinda our relationship, my car acident last year, my faith, graduating, being out on my own (he also wanted ones for the future, my wedding song, and my death...
2. you picked songs to go with it my songs were int he same order of the milestones...
you are the sunshine of my life by stevie wonder, best friend- s club 7, goodbye-spice girls, you'll be in my heart-nsync, jesus take the wheel-carrie underwood, someones whaching over me-hillary duff, graduation song- vitamin c, a place in this world-taylor swift, for all time-soluna, and circle of life-lion king
3. you have to make the CD booklet and cover...

now we had a week and a half to do this and i missed alot of work days because i was sick. i dicided that Mr. cunningham(my teacher) is the sweetest person ever because 1st he extends the due date for just me... then whenmy printer wasnt working i explained to him everything before class started (liike i went to early to school to talk to him) and he said well if your name gets called to day to present then present your CD and your explinations. i had it all dont just had to print it all off. hes so nice so i presented my CD but no one got to look at it. it went great. it was good. and i dicided that if god wasnt looking over my solder through this all i wouldnt of ever made it. thats the story of my life.....