Run.

Running far far away, and not looking back... Thats what needs to happen.

Lately the feeling of run is all that occurs. Over spring break i went to Indiana on a road trip. we literally just drove the back roads of Indiana. Yes, we did get lost... more than once. This random Indiana trip has to do with my feeling of wanting to run.

Running away, wouldn't life be easier if i did that? No school to worry about, no body but myself to worry about, no work to go to. Yup sounds like a good life to me. Actually it is a really stupid idea. Which is why i have yet to do it.

The feeling to run is common in many people. the difference between me and them is i fight the urge to run and work thing out. I may run for a night, or day or two (meaning road trip) but its just to clear my head and give myself a break, i always have the intention of coming back.

Who doesn't have the feeling to run every once in a while.

Different Lives.

Today i realized how different my family life is compared to others. I didnt so much just realize this but it deff opened my eyes.

I was at my favorite place in mason and talking to some people this morning. The girl i was talking to was telling me how much she hates her family and just wants to move out of that house. She was also telling me how she is in a big fight with her mom right now, and how her mom is just supper mean (verbally) to her. then she proceeded to tell me how she just wants to straight up tell them all how she feels about them so she will get kicked out of the house and then she can move in with someone else and not feel bad about it.

After she told me this i piped in and explained how its weird for me to hear all this. I continued on to tell her how when i recently got into a fight with my mom i straight up said "if you continue to yell at me for stupid things right now i get home, i'm not going to want to come home anymore" and then i left the house for a few hours until they went to bed. Well about an hour after i had left i got a text from my mom saying "you know we love you and always will love you, dont you?"

I told my friend that story and she told me how their fights end with this is why i'm mad. No i'm sorry, or i love you. just more yelling, and arguing.

I never doubt i have a good family life. it just always opens my eyes more when i hear a story like that.

I'm a lucky girl. I grew up in a great home. And i am thankful for that.

Different lives, of different people.

What a Bust

I used to look forward to the day, i would count down the days.. 3,2,1... I'M FREEEEEE!!!! No school for a week, because of spring break! lounge around, hang with friends, some years maybe even going on vacation.

This year i wont lie, i didn't look forward to it at all. Working all break, and doing school work... not the exact ideal spring break i had in mind. Have nothing planed for this spring break. school, and work. sounds fun huh?

Just decided that as you get older, the things you used to look forward to start to fad away.

Spring Break Bust.

(Where i want to be)