Family friends

Last night my parents got home at about 9:30ish and the phone ring. its Doug and Susan who had just gotten to my grandparents house and were only stay for the night. so we all trucked on over there at like 10 at night. we never see them and it was so nice to see them. there old family friends of ours.

Let me tell ya Doug, well doug is one of a kind... you may say well isnt everyone one of a kind? well yes but doug is idk if theres a word for it. you see he works at a funeral home. Yes a funeral home! so the stories he has are HILARIOUS!! Dougs been around so long that he knows all of the stupied things we have done. so everytime he comes by to vist he ALWAYS trys to make sure he throughs in and makes fun of all the stupied things we have done. its always SO much fun to see them!! they just crack me up!

Anyways everyone has them, weather there actually part of your family or if what we call them are Add ons. gotta love them!! so even though i didnt get to bed till 2:30 it was SO worth it!

: )

Fears

Everyone develops fears throughout there lives. ear of spider and height's seem to be the biggest ones. There are other fears like fear of water, dogs, drowning, flying, death, etc.

Some of my biggest fears are Heights(or falling), snakes (big or small), flying, and probably more. But lately my biggest fears have been... Failing, change, being forgotten, and loosing contact.

Time to explain i guess. Today i said good-bye to one of my best friends because shes leaving for college tomorrow. i think I'm more upset because every ones gone and I'm still here in little old mason. I have this fear that ill be forgotten while every ones away. That we will all loose contact with each other and not be friends. i mean i know ill loose contact with some of them but it sucks to be at home still sometimes.

But anyways that's been my fear. change sucks and its a scary thing. Also not knowing whats going to happen sucks too. but ill try to put my trust in god and try to remember he knows whats going on and let him guide me the right way.

Random thoughts and stories

well i went on vacation with some friends (and my mom) to my grandparents place, it was kinda like the last big thing we did all together. it was alot of fun. we almost died though. we got stuck out on the water in a storm. it was crazy! funny now but really scary then!

The other night was INSANE!! i went to feed the dog like i do every night and when i opened the door there was a RACOON leaning against the door. when i opened it it almost came into the house! it was crazy! i screamed so loud, i woke up my whole family. it was weired because the garage doors were all closed so we didnt know how it got in. im convinced it lives in the ceiling but my mom says it dosnt. Who knows!


Yesterday i went to an old friends house in northville. we ate dinner at a little place called rebecas and went back to her house for brownies. we chated and just spent time with her. we met her new puppy milo. i dicided i like mason better.


Today i had my first college class. i was really nerves at first but when it started i relized that its nto bad at all if i just keep up with everything.


i think thats all. i cant really remeber anything else. i have a bad memorie...

How do you know everythings going to be ok??

The biggest question i have in my life right now is "how do i know everythings going to be ok?"

i put this up as a facebook status and people commented on it and they said... (btw some swear so just so u know its not from me)

"You know because it always, without fail, turns out exactly how it's meant to. And that's ok."-Taylore H.

"you don't know how its going to turn out but always remember that everything happens for a reason and eventhough that situation may suck and hurt like hell, it teaches you something that was meant for a bigger purpose" -Cassy B.

"you don't know that it's going to get better anymore then you know if it is going to be raining in three weeks. All you can know is that it is out of your hands, whats done is done, and you need to just take things as they come the very best you can." -Pam S.

As i read these over and over again from very smart gals i think there all right but i still cant come to think that its all true. i mean the one from cassy is my one. bc its stright forward and very true. but idk its hard to think that everythings going to be ok. i wish i had a magic crystal ball that saw into the future to see if everythings ok. but i dont have that power. so i have to put my trust in god which leads me to my last post...

So i guess i need to trust god more...

Everything happens for a reason?

At times i want to believe this this is true. Actually i always want to think its true, and i always think it until something happens and i know i cant personally handle. its hard to handle things by yourself when you really need help from God.

I don't know about you guys but i always find it hard to use my "other" set of eyes. Your probably like "what the heck is she talking about". well i see it as if your a believer then you have two set of eyes. your main set that you use all the time... i call them the Human eyes, and the set you should use more often but always think you can do it on your own, i call those your faith eyes, or something like that. See for me when i need help from God i always think (well i want to think) that the answer is just going to show up when i randomly open my bible, like in movies. but that's not true. in order for this to happen i need to use my "Faith eyes" and pray AND read my bible. The more i pray the more likely ill get my answer, its just all up to admitting that you need help (its the 1st step no matter what it is, its the hardest) and asking for it.

Anyways back to the title "Everything hap pends for a reason"... when i think about this i need to think well if i wear my "Faith eyes" more then its true, but the more i wear my "Human eyes" the more likely i tend to think when something goes wrong theres nothing i can do but sit in my room and cry myself to sleep. But like i said I'm going to be stronger and admit defeat (sorta) and ask for help from God. or I'm going to try more and More to.

Everything DOSE HAPPEN for a reason

: )

The sky is falling?? No just the bathroom ceiling

So our down stairs bathroom is right under our upstairs bathroom. and in the upstairs bathroom there is an opening where the cat likes to play and walk on the down stairs ceiling. well sense she has been doing this she has been recking the down stairs ceiling which consist of it gradually dropping lower and lower. well today i went to close the bathroom door and all the sudden the ceiling decides to drop down! it was a scary sight. so two panels are down and three others im just waiting to drop. once the at steps on them not only will the ceiling be dropping but so will she.

haha so that has been my day. i slept real late and almost got hit int the head with ceiling titles, its been eventful.

yesterday was really fun too. my mom and dad came home from there trip by themselves and jess cam over. well me and jess got borde. might i add it was PORING rain so we dicided to go out in the rain and run in it!! but then it started to lightning REALLY hard so we came in. the first time we we did my dad yells out, holding tin foil in his had, "alison you forgot your hat". yes thats my father!

the past 2 days have been very eventful. who knows whats instore for the rest of the day!

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Jesus loves me this i know..

last night i went to church for the first time in a long time. i forgot how much i missed it. My favorite speaker spoke and it was just one of the best talks i have hared in a long time. Noel (the speaker) talked about temptations and about john the baptist. we read through Luke about how Jesus was in the woods (idk if it was woods forest or anything else something like that) for 40 days and how he wasn't able to eat for all 40 days and satin would try and trick Jesus into disobaying god but he never did. Noel talked aboout how we made our houses out of dinomite (well it was something explosive) and everytime we lied we would add more and more gasaline to our house and somday it would blow up but if we beleive in god he will save us from our house....

So anyways it was a really good service. and i also got to go with my friend natalee who has just recently gone of wilderness. its was a good day. hearing that talk reminded me how much Jesus loves me. and that even though you may think at that point in your life you cant handle somthing that he throughs at you, he knows best and he will be there every step of the way no matter how made you are at him he will always be there.

: )

Pack.. Pack.. Packing

Last night me Jess and Cora were at Leslie's house while she was at work just chilling in her room. and we found this book titled "so you going off to college" so Jessie picks it up and starts to read it. by the way you should know that Jessie is also freaking out about leaving. so in this book there was a check list on what you should bring, so Jessie writes it ALL down. there were 4 pages from and back little pages but 4 front and back! so me and Cora take it and took 25 things off her list. then today i went to her house and helped her pack because she was freaking out about it...

so i spent most of my day today helping (more like arguing) with Jess about what she really needed to take and what she was just taking. it was stressful. but i think it was just stressful because i don't want her to go. so that's been my day.

oh and i guess I'm really old and all grown up now.... according to CJ

Summers endding... Schools aproching

Why hellooooo out there!!

man its been a while. i miss blogging i need to start doing it more. so i graduated! YAY!! its one of the best feelings in my life right now. had pretty much no job all summer, babysat a bunch but not a bunch to take up all my time. just enough to get money to do stuff with my friends. its been a great summer!

Unfortunately, its comeing to an end. : ( <--- sad face. everyones getting ready to leave and freaking out about it all. while i sit back and watch. sence my last post (which feel likes AGES ago) i alot more ok with going to LCC. now that i think about it more and more its the right choice for me. I'm getting excited to start classes! it should be fun!

for my summer i have been doing a whole lot of nothing with my friends. had a gad party! that was alot of fun!! got a computer. and just really hung out. i've also been lacking on edducation so what i like to do is go online and read random facts to keep my mind going. Like did you know that The original game of "Monopoly" was circular, or An ostrich's eye is bigger than it's brain. see fun facts!

so like i said i havent done much at all. but thats how i like it. classes starts soon and then ill be bussy doing all that. we shall see how everything goes. at this point in my life i have to leave it all up to god. i know he'll steer me right its just hard for me to not be behind the wheel....